I booked my reversal a few weeks ago and it will likely take place around Christmas.
I've heard that some people do this in 1, 2, or 3 steps. Mine will be a 3-step process, which brings me to the pouch creation/loop ileostomy portion of my journey. Following that will be the stoma closure and a "functioning" butt.
I've heard this loop ileostomy is the worst, but it's a step back to (hopefully) take 10 steps forward.
Overall, I feel good. Doing this for a second time sucks, but I find comfort knowing that I've been through it and I know what my body can and can't handle.
I asked a lot of dumb questions when recovering that seem silly now. Like "Can I drink beer?"
Why not?
But we're scared when something is so new and fragile. That's how I felt.
I have a long journey ahead, but I will keep updating, even if positive.