Hello Marsha.
Thank you for your post and update on your situation. I am sorry to hear that you have been through so much but hope that it is all behind you now and you can move on ( or as best you can in these difficult times).
It is very difficult when somebody to whom we are close dies because of Covid 19, as it brings home just how vulnerable we all are to this deadly virus. Here, we have been particularly concerned that reports have been leaking out recently that the hospitals have been discharging patients to care homes without first testing for the virus. Thus, the incidences of deaths in care homes has increased significantly. The Hospitals plead that they were only following the Government guidlines and the Government deny any responsibility, by continually stating that they are only following the scientific -evidence'. Whatever happened to common-sense? On the other hand, right at the start of this pandemic, one of the politicians blurted out that they thought the best way to manage the pandemic was to let as many people contract the disease as possible to create 'herd-immunity'. For such people, the concept of frail, sick, elderly and dependent people dying, would be music within their financially motivated paradigm, and they would encourage the spread of such a virus if it meant ridding themselves of the inconvenience of financially dependent individuals. This may sound an extreme view, or even paranoid, but there is an old saying:- " Just because you're paranoid - doesn't mean their not out to get you!"
On that happy note, I hope you are doing all you can to stay safe.
Best wishes
Bill