Reply to clair.crowley83
Hello Clair
Thanks for the well wishes. Sorry for the delay in posting a follow-up. I am 3 weeks post loop ileostomy reversal surgery.
My recovery this time has definitely been my easiest from any of my previous bowel surgeries. No midline opening and wound vac, not even laparoscopic incisions to heal. They did everything through the stoma opening. There is just one open hole that needs to be packed with one piece of gauze and changed twice a day. I only took Tylenol and Gabapentin for about 2 weeks. The hole is much shallower now – should be completely healed soon.
(A little side story - because of my history of waking up from surgery to surprises, this last surgery when I really woke up (not just in a medicated state) and was alone during the night I thought to myself, "Wow! I won't have a bag attached to my stomach!" So I reached down and was surprised to feel a crinkly plastic bag, but it was just one of those hospital ice bags with four appendage-looking ties on it that my family fondly refers to as an ice nurse. Haha! The ice had melted so that the bag was the same consistency as a full ileostomy bag. Kinda freaked me out for a second!)
I feel like I'm operating pretty close to how I was before my emergency colostomy. I still have most of my colon and rectum. Mentally, it's weird not having "a window to my bowel," and more than a few times, especially early on, I wondered "What would Herbie (my stoma) be doing now?" I had a couple of days - including hospital time and home time - of diarrhea, but no urgent accidents. I transitioned through a very soft stool period and then to a painful hard stool period, most likely from not drinking enough water, to a current more comfortable experience. It seems to be a never-ending quest to achieve the perfect output! I'm pooping more often than I did in my previous life where I now realize I was a literally anal retentive person!
After 21 months as an ostomate - with a colostomy and later an ileostomy - so far I am happy with the sort of Factory Reset surgery I've had. I feel like I'm in a bit of a hypochondriac state because of various complications I went through. I'm trying to find the balance between "just watch it and see" and "why didn't you say something sooner?" I'm going to increase my activity this week because I feel like I've been sitting around way too much worrying about things. My greatest health worries are fistulas and fluid collections, so I'm just hoping and praying that things go well. I have a follow-up with my surgeon next week, so I'm glad to have an opportunity to ask more questions. I know not all reversals last forever. I chose to go through with mine after reading one ostomate's account of a reversal that gave her 7 ostomy-free years which she did not regret. I will try to continue to appreciate the benefits of whatever my current state of health is.
I am so grateful for the support I've found from reading posts on this site. I've found many answers to questions and solutions to problems. This is a healing community for me – physically and emotionally!