Hi folks, well I've had a colostomy for over three years, but struggled with controlling the crohn's, had lots of bleeding, watery output for months, despite strong meds including 'Humira'. I went for a regular appointment to see my IBD nurse just over three weeks ago, knowing I was flaring, with a temperature of nearly 39, and in denial as I'm also in the middle of a marriage break up... I was kept in, and ended up with an emergency colectomy, so I now have an ileostomy, but the good news is I'm finally in remission! I'm out of hospital, but still have severe pains, some soft chicken became blocked last night, I was in severe pain until it finally released itself, together with loads of watery output. I find I feel 'cleaner' with an ileostomy, probably because it looks less like 'you know what'...but I'm scared too. I feel a sense of loss of my entire colon that I find hard to cope with. How long will it take to be able to walk a few steps without nearly flaking out and feeling like my insides are pushing out? I have lost all stamina and just want my life back, somehow. I know it's early days, but I hurt so much, I lost a stone in weight and I just feel really terrible. Is there light at the end of this tunnel folks? I'm sure there is, but I'm having trouble imagining it, thanks
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