This afternoon I am heading back to the cottage (hospital). I'm packing for a month because that seems to be how long they keep me every time.
Procedures scheduled: rectal stump removal, possibly move prolapsed ileostomy, fix parastomal hernia with mesh. Ken's butt has to wait, as his skin is in terrible condition due to hidradenitis. Scheduled for 3:15pm today.
Happy to be moving forward finally, but anxiety is still my biggest enemy. I just want to get there and get knocked out.
Going to the bakery in the hospital lobby to get cookies (palmiers) for when they let me eat again. So I will have something to look forward to other than my favorite nurse who is working today and this weekend. She makes me feel safe where others fail. There are actually two of them, but I don't know if the other is working. Amanda and Darlene are my hospital heroes.
Stay well, my friends.
Abe