I read about a beautiful 18 year old yound lady, named katie. In 2014 she shot herelf in the face, she admits it wasn't her intentions. It was a moments decsion, needless to say a
bad one that cost half her face." She lived," the doctors told her parents she would always live in a skilled facility. Why? Based on science she would never be able to do anything
for herself. The doctors talked to katie about a face transplant. For katie this was a big decision, in order for this to happen someone would have to die. Well the door opened in 2017
a pretty young lady by the name of andrea died from an overdose. The decision was made in 2017. Katie had the transplant. She wasn't the old katie but she was alive and her
scars were outwardly visable. The bottom line was katie wanted to live in spite of....
Chrissy was a gorgeous 16 year old honor student. She was in the car with a bunch of friends, who robbed a country store. Chrissy was waiting in the car, she had no idea what took
place. Later at her boyfriends house one of the guys was playing with the rifle, he accidently shot chrissy in the face. That accident caused chrissy to lose her eyes and nose. Chrissy
refused to feel sorry for herself, she continued getting A.s and graduated. While attending the blind institute she met her husband. A decade later a few facial surgeons through science
and art. made her a mask. The mask consisted of eyes and a nose, that could be taken on and off. Chrissy had a face, she no longer had to wear the mask that covered her face. Blindness
nor scars hendered her from living.....
Last year my Surgeon and GI doctor starting discussing a reversal of my colostomy. The surgeon was sure that the surgery would be a success. The GI doctor said before he signed off
on this, if for some reason it didnt work I would have to have a ileostomy. By my frame being small there wouldn't be enough room for another colostomy.
To be totally honest , I had been waiting to hear this since 2015. I'm not willing to endure such a surgery to turn back. I stand in my own skin, it took time to accept me .
The two stories above picked my spirits up on 9 January 2019. You see my scars are unseen and theirs are visable to the world. No self pity for me, If it never happens -I AM HERE....
Respectively,
Angelicamarie