Today is the big day. Surgery #2 of 3. Having my J-pouch constructed resulting in a loop ileostomy for the recovery.Β
I'm much more calm going into this one with the experience I have from my first stoma. Fingers crossed no NG tube. π€£
Overall the past year has been great. I've been able to eat and drink whatever I want, I've doubled in size (muscle) from pushing myself at the gym, I've traveled 5 times since my surgery, and overall just feel great.Β
I'm hoping this positive experience transfers over to the new stoma and eventually, my pouch.Β
I often think to myself, βWhy am I giving up on what finally appears to be great?β I made it, right?Β
I don't know how to explain it. I feel like if I don't try, I will always wonder. I know there's a chance everything can go south. I also know that if I do end up back with a permanent stoma it could be a lesser version of what I'm experiencing now.Β
But I gotta try.Β
See you on the other side! I'm sure I'll have lots to say in the coming weeks.Β