I'm about 5 weeks post-op from bowel resection, fistula repair, and temporary ileostomy creation, thanks to aggressive Crohn's disease. I don't know the details of my ileostomy, which is my fault because I should have asked more about it. I don't know if it was a loop or what kind, and I don't even really know how much of my colon was removed, but I do still have my colon and other parts as far as I know. I will follow up with the doctor in a couple of weeks, and I will talk to him about that then.
I'm still out of work on post-op recovery, and I'm thankful for that because I'm having a lot of difficulty mentally and physically adjusting to having a bag. I've had a lot of problems with leaks and peristomal skin damage, and I'm mentally just not doing well grasping the fact that this thing is attached to me. It basically makes me feel like a hermit, and I don't want to go anywhere or do anything. Whenever I have tried to go out, which was only a couple of times, I felt like I looked like I was packing heat. Concealed carry is common in Ohio, but I don't want people to know that I'm carrying around a bag of my poo. I have to go back to work in a little less than 2 weeks, and even though I have a desk job that's very close to the bathroom, I'm extremely self-conscious about it. So I'm working on the mental and emotional aspects of trying to grasp this, and I'm holding on to the hope that it will be reversible because my doctor has said multiple times that the plan is to reverse it.
All of that said, I have a question that maybe someone can answer. For the last few days, I have felt a weird urge to go to the bathroom. Sometimes it feels like really strong gas down below where my stoma is, like deeper in my colon. A couple of times, I've sat on the toilet because it felt like I was going to go to the bathroom. At least two times, I did. I know about mucus and have read up on that, but I don't think this is mucus. It looks exactly like dark greenish, dark grayish, chunky, wet stool and has a bad smell to it. It is nearly the same color as what's usually in my stoma bag, but it is definitely more pungent than what comes out of my bag. I believe it is fecal matter and not mucus. Is this normal for ileostomies? I don't want to call the surgeon for every little thing, because while the urge is so strong it feels like I need to pass a whole watermelon, it isn't a lot. Nothing really ends up in the bowl; it is more like a sort of chunky, wet stool only on the toilet paper, about the size of a half dollar. It has happened two or three times now over the course of the last few days, always preceded by that strong urge with what feels like gas pain down there. I haven't noticed any blood in it or anything like that.
Anyone else experienced this? I know it is not mucus, so it's got me a little concerned because I didn't think I should be able to pass stool that way after getting an ileostomy. Maybe my colon is just a workaholic, being stubborn about taking her PTO...