And I have no extra holes, lol. Primeboy was right in saying sometimes we just have to let go and trust.
I had a couple of scopes done yesterday and all went well. I was put to sleep and don't remember any of it, but better than that is I didn't sustain the bowel perforation I was so worried about sustaining. As a matter of fact, I have only a very small patch of active disease in the part of the small intestine I am using that is very mild - so much so that it does not warrant any treatment. The part of my intestine that is OFFLINE is another story, but I knew that already. My doctor told me that should I decide I wanted to undergo a reversal of my ileostomy, I would lose a great deal of my small intestine. I knew this. It's one of the reasons I have elected to keep my ostomy in the first place. She told me that I was a most unusual case - there are no cases in the books like mine. I was unique. I laughed and asked her if that gleam in her eye meant that she was going to use me as her case study, LOL
So good news! What's more I have learned from this experience that there ARE medical professionals I can trust, who WANT me to get better and will do everything they can to help me do that. What a world we live in, what a crazy and horrible and beautiful world. I'm glad I'm still here to enjoy it, bag and all
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I had a couple of scopes done yesterday and all went well. I was put to sleep and don't remember any of it, but better than that is I didn't sustain the bowel perforation I was so worried about sustaining. As a matter of fact, I have only a very small patch of active disease in the part of the small intestine I am using that is very mild - so much so that it does not warrant any treatment. The part of my intestine that is OFFLINE is another story, but I knew that already. My doctor told me that should I decide I wanted to undergo a reversal of my ileostomy, I would lose a great deal of my small intestine. I knew this. It's one of the reasons I have elected to keep my ostomy in the first place. She told me that I was a most unusual case - there are no cases in the books like mine. I was unique. I laughed and asked her if that gleam in her eye meant that she was going to use me as her case study, LOL
So good news! What's more I have learned from this experience that there ARE medical professionals I can trust, who WANT me to get better and will do everything they can to help me do that. What a world we live in, what a crazy and horrible and beautiful world. I'm glad I'm still here to enjoy it, bag and all
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